The power we have always gets challenged by either our negative emotions and thoughts or some outside force and resistance. The resistance always has to do with us. Some people may feel nice and relaxed in social interactions and others may feel aggressive and uncomfortable. There are two main paths to take in this world:
- Dark path
- Light path
The dark path is fear,anger,envy,blind rage, hatred, self hatred,violence, anti social behavior, suicide, isolation, despair and so on.The light path is a more favorable path to go on if you want to lead a fulfilling and beautiful life but it’s a harder path to start on for many. The light path is love, passion, joy, inspiration, self love, compassion, forgiveness, enjoyment, satisfaction, bliss, hope, faith and so on and so forth. The path most of us try to go on but fail most of the time in our personal quests, hardships and tribulations. We are tempted to go on the dark path and hell we may already be on there once we begin to stagnate and feel fear. And from there hatred comes, mostly of the self followed by self sabotage then one day you can’t take it anymore and go on a blind rage destroying anything in your way. And usually the blind rage erupts when you start getting envious of another’s achievements or what have you and so from there you may experience some more self hate which can lead to despair or isolation or maybe both at once. The dark path is truly miserable but we all experience it. Some people let their negative emotions especially anger to consume them and make them kill another human being. It is insane how far gone some go when all the misery and despair wipes their conscience and inhibitions clean. I guess once they lost everything they were free to do anything, but really they were still in prison. The prison of their dark hate filled minds.
Then there is the beautiful light side. Curiosity could be the bridge to the light side. Curiosity will eliminate boredom and make you take in the sights and beauty of life. And who knows you may meet a beautiful girl (or whatever you’re into) while curiously venturing out into the world. You drop all feelings of boredom,hate, insecurity, fear and bullshit thoughts as best you can as you engage with the world in a positive light. Clearly it will feel uncomfortable and fake at first considering you just want to lay in your room or rage like usual but keep calm, smile and walk right. Sometimes you just need to make a tough decision then roll with it and see what your new choice turns you into, the kind of man it turns you into. Also don’t dwell on negative things others said about you if you want in on the light side of life. It is tough I know but you mustn’t quit and return to your old ways, and you especially don’t want to lay in solitude and torture yourself while trying to find pleasure with your old time wasters. NO. Brothers and sister we need to change for good. We need to not over analyze things to the point where we just call it quits. No we need to get up, stretch, do some push ups and sit ups and head on out the door to a new mental world and never look back. Also examine any excuses you may have and just refocus your mind onto the positives of life. Always stick to the positives of life. Release fear, release hatred, release or properly use anger. Don’t worry you will get used to the initial anxieties anger creates. But don’t be a menace with it. Also self confidence is very important. Always analyze and optimize your body to peak performance. We are warriors after all. We fight for freedom and justice but some humans have messed up perceptions and do the opposite with their energy.
The human body is a beautiful tool, a beautiful machine to use as we see fit. The mind is what we need to convince of our bodies boundless energy and raw power. But the power isn’t easily accessible to us. We need to let go of everything. It’s so hard to convince ourselves that things can get better if we just move our bodies. Nothing will happen unless you get up and move. It is one of the best ways to beat depressions, anxieties and it optimizes the use of anger instead of it hurting you it works with you. Time is money We cannot abuse time. It’s a great resource that is for the most part infinite unless we have obligations and duties to attend to. I feel pretty optimistic tonight but I know that if I don’t use this energy positively, productively or intelligently then it will all be for naught. When I’m out in public bored as hell I like to observe people. I guess my mind finds it very entertaining to do it or possibly it needs some companionship of some kind. I’m sure it does. I notice fear is just something that energizes you and inspires you. Anyway everything in this world has its uses and importance. We just need to slow it down a bit and approach life with a more relaxed well rounded look.
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