LOVE and HATE,run round n round

As I sit in my sanctuary laughing with wrath I look out my window and stare at the clouds.How beautiful it all is and I don’t have anyone to share it with. It saddens me to say how alone I feel,but I still see hope at the end of the tunnel. I have the spirit of a warrior and I will not back down no matter what. I don’t need people’s useless approval or their cruel dis praise. In the end all that is meaningless. In the end its all about who had the last laugh. As I get up and take my initial steps to greatness I look back with a subtle pain. Even though I know it’s foolish I just want to stay here forever. Instead of aimlessly wandering outside tediously. But where is the fun in sitting in one place for too long. If you’re youthful and have two legs on you get up and move. Act as a warrior should;hearty,enthusiastic,optimistic. Life is full of greatness we just need to adapt better thinking patterns. Add some spice to our life and that spice is variety. The only fun I seem to get these days is when i let my anger take over and i fight. Fighting feels amazing…But all good things come to an end eventually,when your adversaries cry and beg you to stop. At that point you realize,’damn that felt so good’. There are few great pleasures in this world like violence. But it is not a desirable path to go on unless angers and anxieties and depressions are ruining your life. Even then there are better ways,for example love. 

There are two paths(there are more but these two are basic ones):love and hate. Hatred is usually condemned in society but it has it’s uses. It helps you to not be a doormat but it can make you feel lonely too. Love can make life extremely pleasurable and fun and yes it can also help you to not be a doormat. Which feels better in the end,love or hate?

Definitely love. Hatred can only feel good if you are taking down people who have done some perceived wrong to you. Even then after the pleasurable high of beating the crap out of them,some brief guilt may come. But it passes of course.

Hate is part of fear,some people run from what they fear,others face it head on and destroy what they fear. Anger is a good emotion to protect you from what you fear. It acts as a barrier to protect your soul from hurt. Only way to heal fear and anger is love of some kind. Or maybe convert the anger to a more positive passion somehow. Anger can be your friend or your enemy,it’s how you use it that matters. A more enjoyable approach to life though would be to just keep a vibration of love on you.Anger is a necessary emotion to change your life … use it wisely. Anger and freedom are your birthrights,nobody can take it away from you.