We all have our flaws, differences and insecurities. The enemies outside of us simply reflect our internal enemy. All the anger it may cause and we just want to let it out on somebody and we sometimes do. But we should learn to use these so called negative emotions to our advantage. To give us more strength. We need to get mad yes, but only when we are serious about change. If we get mad while sitting in front of the computer all day then that anger will not be put to good use unless of course you use it creatively to write or something. The emotions are e-motions. Energy in motion which are stored in the body. Once we think we have calmed down we are really still angry, our body still stores the energy. And from there it can be become self destructive if not monitored. Our thoughts fight each other, an internal wars brews and it can just create more anger. It’s a bad cycle. If we don’t use our anger we become apathetic or worse… boredom is self directed aggression in a way.Plus many of us fear boredom. But fear is really nothing but an illusion to begin with. It only comes from perceived dangers, so what if we actually learn to enjoy danger, chaos and risks. We can learn to enjoy them but we must still use our heads. We mustn’t rely solely on impulse but we shouldn’t stagnate either. We need a steady plan to follow and to be willing to use our time and energy to achieve something that will make us satisfied and happy. We need to pursue things, we should never wait…there is no hero coming to save us. It is up to us to decide and never look back until we get what we want. I get it, it can be very comfortable and predictable to just stay in the same spot, so why don’t we set a time limit for how long we hang around in our so called sanctuaries of movies, laying in bed, jerking off, gaming and getting inspired without any intent for action and effort. As I said before a goal without action is only a day dream…What if we don’t want anything? What if we just don’t care how our lives are? Those questions are only birthed from a mind that is consumed with apathy and fear of boredom. To break this cycle we need to challenge our destructive beliefs, for example if we don’t want to go out alone because we think it may be painful or boring then we can challenge that belief by going out alone to any location and seeing how you feel. And if your predictions were correct then life is against you. You’re doomed unless you can get used to being uncomfortable for awhile before getting what you want. Life will try to challenge us, it always does it sometimes burns a lot…. but we need to bounce back and go at it harder then before. We need to sacrifice our comfort and so called peace to grow and feel satisfied in life. Action, desire, freedom and relentless pursuit are just some of the keys to greatness. I’m still in search of more keys as you can probably tell. Life can get to even the best of us. People say ego is a bad thing, that’s probably because they haven’t learned to use ego in their favor. At the end of the day,it is up to us to create the life that will make us happy, of course it won’t happen overnight but with consistency our goals can become a reality. We just need to be stubborn enough to hang on to our dreams, do not let them die, revive them and pursue them. Dreams cannot be fulfilled while jerking off to endless sessions of porn or playing endless hours of mmorpgs or whatever activity we do to feel comfortable. In Islam they say life is a test, the true purpose of life I think is to maximize who we are, our potential. Wouldn’t you say that’s a worthy purpose…I certainly do. Life does test you too though but not for an afterlife, but we all can choose to believe whatever we wish as long as we don;t impose it on others… The inner enemy dies when we go after our true desires, the doubt may still be there but it can only watch while you do what you please. Freedom is sweet isn’t it?
Hatred can go both ways
Hatred is interesting, we can hate ourselves or others, we can hate the world, we can hate parts of ourselves, we can hate criminals or we can hate the police but most of us don;t see hate as a good thing. Hate can be good. As long as it doesn’t destroy us or others. We can use hatred to motivate us to achieve goals. Be it fitness goals, business goals or personal goals. We can for example hate our current conditions or whatever to the point where we can’t take it anymore and it drives us for a better life. Or we can hate weakness and pursue more strength, There are many examples I could use but we get the point.
Love can also motivate
Love is a more pleasant motivator but we can choose whatever the hell we want to get us off our negativity and towards abundance and pride.We can see the great pleasure our desired goal can bring us and really feel it and visualize it before we even embark on the journey to achieve it. We can love ourselves to the point that we are no longer addicted to material things because apparently some say addiction forms because we try to fill an internal void or to escape our inner demons. It’s funny how some say love is a weakness and that it makes you stupid. That is rubbish for the most part unless someone you love and care for ends up hurting you. Love can make life a paradise. But to get there you need to hate to propel you to true freedom and peace or whatever.
We all have all these internal complexes within us that greatly cut away enjoyment for life. We say we deserve somethings and not deserve others, allow good things to happen and allow yourself to be powerful and to acquire more power and love.
Incompetent 