Oceans of regret and electricity

                               Regret,what a useless emotion.You can’t change the past.So you regret not being able to start things sooner instead of wasting your time with thoughts that hold you back from your full potential,self defeating thoughts like ‘I can’t do that’ or ‘I’m not good,strong,ready,able,motivated enough’.Then you become paralyzed…gods thunder hit you because he is pissed off…pissed off because you are foolish enough to believe your thoughts.By taking action even if you don’t feel like it you start slowly building momentum,I’m one of those people who thinks  that first you need to get motivated,inspired. Yea you could get motivated and you could find inspiration but nothing is going to happen unless you take action,big action.Don’t keep doing the little steps,sometimes you just have to take steps that are a little bigger.I’m not saying to take a leap of faith but sometimes a leap of faith is what we need.

When you take a leap of faith who knows where you’re going to end up,you could jump from the Eiffel tower and end up on the moon for all we know but we aren’t going to know if we just stay at the edge all frozen and shit. I just lost interest to keep writing but perseverance and consistency is the difference between giving up and losing sight of the horizon or becoming the hero who sees no end of achievement and finds pleasure in pain and sees pain in instant gratification because the hero is looking beyond the daily bumps and sees the final result to all his hard work. No this isn’t a workaholic this is the motherfucker who can’t be cured by going to rehab,but why cure discipline and determination. I always seem to get motivated at the wrong hours,at night and getting ready to sleep I get all these thoughts that seem to get me fired up.Mostly negative motivation and I start to get very angry some nights and takes me hours to fall asleep.Then the next day I’m back to feeling tired as hell. Plan for tonight is to read and meditate and I will stick to it,there may be some variations like seeing a movie and inevitably getting my nightly dose of porno.  

NO LIMITS.ESCAPE THE LIMITS OF YOUR MIND AND BECOME SOMETHING GREATER…..

Lazy year

Hey,I’m the main writer for this site/blog and all the random fun/boring contents it brings from the depths of hell. Tonight/Today we are going to look into lazy days and how they can get extended into months,years and for some poor souls a lifetime. One main component of laziness is,yea you guessed right brothers and sisters its…procrastination. Its common I’m sure. I procrastinate,you procrastinate,the whole fucking world procrastinates at some time in their life.Hell,even the earth procrastinates,it should have ended december last year,but it postponed it because its too much pain. We avoid things or put them off because we attach too much pain to them and too little pleasure.Take gaming for example,who the hell would put that off,for some extreme gamers they’d play completely naked in front of millions and not give a fuck. Activities like gaming are fun,so we associate it with pleasure. On the other hand activities like…say anything that requires us to step out of our comfort zone,we tend to put it off another time. If the activity is extremely painful(can’t think of any examples maybe you could think of your personal pains)then we will do whatever it takes to avoid or get done as quick as possible and never do it again. Nevermind I have one example,telling someone you hate that you love them.Most of us are too stubborn,too full of foolish pride to do anything painful and end up putting our sense of self worth on the line. Seeing a bunch of crazy teenagers around your age screaming like chimpanzees as they throw light bulbs at each other in total joy and bliss,what’s up with that? Let your imagination run wild whenever you want to just enjoy yourself,no matter the situation.Hell whenever I lose my train of thought I just go blank and type whatever.I don’t care. Its pleasurable in a way. We all need our own therapy,our own outlets so whenever the pain gets a little out of hand we know where to go to release it. Some ways to release pain include 

• Do metal screams and growls
• Write blogs like this
• Toss around the weights and workout like a beast….
• Aggression but don’t be an ass
• Meditation    

These are just some ways that I use sometimes.The world is naked and soon it will be sucked into a blackhole and then reborn into some other galaxy by coming out of another hole.As they say,what goes in eventually comes out. Lethargic?hit the weights or even just dance insanely to heavy metal,rap or whatever the fuck you’re into. Somebody piss you off? Look them dead in the eye and tell them ‘I love you,go fuck yourself you………’strange I know,all I do is ignore those are full of shit or get a little aggressive nothing over the top. Are you angry? Say fuck you to the world and take some boxing classes. Somebody is being a bitch? Give them guidance and help them make something of themselves. Can’t sleep at night because there are monsters in your closet/under your bed? Can’t help you there you’re fucked.Best thing you could do is just lay in bed and let them devour you.

 Can’t lie,I’m a lazy guy.I get excited mostly at night because that’s when I look for the new porn video of the night.After i ejaculate I relax for awhile,but on some rare occasions I get suicidal like the only enjoyment of the day/night is gone and I’m back to my bad day.Then I end up not masturbating for a long time,I might even skip a day. How did I end up typing this stuff out? Forgot to mention the devil sometimes possesses me when I’m blogging or taking a shit. That’s it for the day,til next time………..