Oceans of regret and electricity

                               Regret,what a useless emotion.You can’t change the past.So you regret not being able to start things sooner instead of wasting your time with thoughts that hold you back from your full potential,self defeating thoughts like ‘I can’t do that’ or ‘I’m not good,strong,ready,able,motivated enough’.Then you become paralyzed…gods thunder hit you because he is pissed off…pissed off because you are foolish enough to believe your thoughts.By taking action even if you don’t feel like it you start slowly building momentum,I’m one of those people who thinks  that first you need to get motivated,inspired. Yea you could get motivated and you could find inspiration but nothing is going to happen unless you take action,big action.Don’t keep doing the little steps,sometimes you just have to take steps that are a little bigger.I’m not saying to take a leap of faith but sometimes a leap of faith is what we need.

When you take a leap of faith who knows where you’re going to end up,you could jump from the Eiffel tower and end up on the moon for all we know but we aren’t going to know if we just stay at the edge all frozen and shit. I just lost interest to keep writing but perseverance and consistency is the difference between giving up and losing sight of the horizon or becoming the hero who sees no end of achievement and finds pleasure in pain and sees pain in instant gratification because the hero is looking beyond the daily bumps and sees the final result to all his hard work. No this isn’t a workaholic this is the motherfucker who can’t be cured by going to rehab,but why cure discipline and determination. I always seem to get motivated at the wrong hours,at night and getting ready to sleep I get all these thoughts that seem to get me fired up.Mostly negative motivation and I start to get very angry some nights and takes me hours to fall asleep.Then the next day I’m back to feeling tired as hell. Plan for tonight is to read and meditate and I will stick to it,there may be some variations like seeing a movie and inevitably getting my nightly dose of porno.  

NO LIMITS.ESCAPE THE LIMITS OF YOUR MIND AND BECOME SOMETHING GREATER…..

When push comes to shove,the sky is the limit

Lethargy,sucks but whatever,what can you do but sit around and jerk off to the clock as it keeps going tick tock tick tock…..

 

It is beautiful,suffering can either toughen you up or break you to pieces,but either way you grow once you come out of it.   

• you are the sky
• I am the god
• we are the universe        

Get it?

Lets pretend,say you get beat up by some magical force,what do you do? Do you try and persuade the guy into not having beat you up,no….thats not a good move.First lets see what made the person want to beat you up in the first place…

1. you stole his dinosaur cookie(and no this isn’t kindergarten,its college)
2. He got mad and you made it worse by eating his cookie in front of his burning eyes
3. inevitable happens,you get your ass handed to you.unless you are one sick fucker and enjoy getting a beating you aren’t going to come out of it smiling and laughing like you just lost your virginity.Which won’t happen because the girl you’ve been eyeing thinks you’re a wimp getting beat up like that and she sees you as a delinquent.

I don’t know about you but I’d be furiously learning mma moves from online and simultaneously jerking off to softcore lesbian porn(nvm something more gruesome)to get rd of the pain of rejection.